My obsession with anti-aging

I have maintained a keen interest in skincare since my teenage years. In this day and age, the internet is abundant in skincare and beauty blogs. The most high profile being those who are famous in the beauty world, such as newspaper skincare journalist Sali Hughes, former model Ruth Crilly, and facialist Caroline Hirons.  Unlike these icons, my obsession with anti-aging skincare is fraught with guilt and discomfort. On the one hand, I believe my fear of looking old is natural and human, given that the anti-aging industry is reported to be worth USD 140 billion. (I recently learned the fear of wrinkles actually has a name, “rhytiphobia”, not that I reason I have that fear). On the other hand, I grapple with the classic cliche that “true beauty is on the inside”. That would be nice if that were true all of the time, but as it is, we live in a superficial age where looking as youthful as possible is the norm. But nether the less I just don’t want to stop caring for my skin and try the best I can to look youthful for as long as possible.

My skincare journey over the years has definitely been disorganized and bitty. I have tried many different brands, cheap, expensive, organic, natural and unnatural. I have suffered some bouts of adult acne, which has left some scarring on the sides of my head, but on the whole I have been blessed with fairly healthy skin. It helps that I have always maintained a healthy balanced diet, packed with plenty of fresh fruit and vegetables. Around age 30,  a friend of mine was avoiding products with parabens and was buying very expensive moisturizers (e.g. Decleor). This inspired me to change up my skincare to use natural, organic, plant-based products which tend to be more expensive than drugstore chemical-led ones. I maintained the assumption that natural plant-based products would be best suited for my sensitive skin rather than chemicals. Once I started buying natural skincare, I was hooked on the lovely florally aromas and textures compared to chemical ones.

 My favorite natural skincare brands

After spending many hours doing some novice research, I learned that argan oil was especially nourishing for sensitive skin so I went on to purchase many argan oil brands. I bought Mir Argan Beauty Oil (£17.50 for 30ml) a few times, which as I recall was great, non irritating and left my skin peachy soft. I put the oil around my eyes as well. Mir seems to be a hidden or niche brand as it is pretty much never mentioned in all of the skincare blogs or publications I regularly read.

My favorite natural brand has to be Pai Skincare. However this is quite a dear brand for those of us like myself on a low income. I bought the Camellia and Rose Hydrating Cleanser (around £28.00 for 100ml) along with the recommended muslin cloths quite a few times as it did seem to do something lovely to my complexion. I also loved the Pai Chamomile and Rosehip Daycream that I also purchased multiple times. A few years on, I wanted to try a slightly cheaper brand so my successive favorite brand was Ren, especially the Evercalm Range. I really liked their Glycolactic Radience Renewal Mask.

Bringing us up to date, I have recently started using unnatural skincare again. As I have progressed further into my 30s,  my skin is showing more prominent signs of aging and I reasoned I needed more hard hitting anti aging ingredients to fade my crows feet that had dishearteningly sprung onto my face overnight! Okay, they have formed slowly and gradually but I’ve for whatever reason not noticed them until recently.

There are two skincare specialists whose blogs I consult to help me learn about skincare, Paula Begoun, the American “cosmetics cop”, who’s Beautipaedia website I regularly visit, and recently Caroline Hirons. Both agree on the following:

The most important anti-aging ingredient among them all is retinol. I had avoided it until recently because of the warnings about increasing skin’s sensitivity to the sun and possible irritation and breakouts. After some research and many mentions in magazines, I started to buy La Roche Posay Redermic as it has been formulated for sensitive skin. I have been using the eye cream for probably 2 years and it has been fine to use, it’s caused no irritation however my fine lines and very shallow crows feet have developed which makes me question it’s efficacy! It’s possibly explained in Beautypaedia which says LRP Redermic contains a very low concentration of retinol.

I have also been using a vitamin C serum, Medik8 C-tetra every day under a sunscreen for the past year. It smell nice, has a lovely texture and absorbs quickly. I cannot say if it is doing any anti-aging work either but I continue to use it in good faith.

My way of choosing products these days is quite complex. I usually look at the product reviews first before buying. I also consult the “cosmetics cop” Paula Begoun’s Beautipaedia review site and Makeup Alley is however an American site so many products reviewed are only available in the US and a lot of British brands are not featured on the site.

Incidentally, I was excited to learn Paula Begoun’s own brand Paula’s Choice is now available to buy over here from and As such I have bought a few of her products to try out. One really useful aspect of Paula’s Choice is that trial size products are available.

At the moment I think my skin is confused as I am treating it with a mix of both natural and unnatural products. Caroline Hirons has comfortingly advised that it’s perfectly okay to mix up organic with chemical-led products.  I am a believer that skin acclimatizes to whatever you put on it, so at first there may be some signs of irritation but with continued use of the same products, your skin tends to calm down. If it doesn’t, it’s time to chuck whichever item is relentlessly causing the irritation.

Paulas Choice

The last three months I’ve been using Paula’s Choice 1% Retinol Serum. This is a strong treatment for me who previously used La Roche Posay’s retinol. The colour is orange and it smells pleasant. One squeeze is enough for the whole face. Initially I used it every other night, then every night. However, my skin has developed an ezcema type rash on my cheeks and has become extra sensitive. As I have been using other new products, it’s difficult to ascertain what has caused my rash but as an educated guess, the retinol must be causing it. After this point, I mix the retinol with a drop of moisuriser and use it every other night and that seems to keep the redness and irritation at bay.

After 3 months of using the product, I can’t say it’s diminished my crows feet. It doesn’t seem to have done any harm though. I read to commit to retinol for at least 6 months, so in another 3 months I may see a significant improvement.

Due to the soothing ingredients in the product, my skin has tolerated the retinol well and am confident this is one of the best retinol treatments currently available.




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